My Second Pregnancy Test

I took my second pregnancy test on Friday, March 14.  I was so anxious to see the results and I tell you what, those 2 minutes you wait are excruciating!!  Much to my disappointment the test said "NOT PREGNANT".  Now I was thoroughly confused because I thought I was 5 days late and took again to the internet.

Once again, I was schooled in how the female body works.  I didn't know that your ovulation date determined when your period would start.  I know by tracking my BBT that I ovulated on day 21 of my cycle (which is considered on the late side), and then your luteal phase lasts 12-16 days before your period starts.  So I thought my period was late based on my average 28 day cycle, but in actuality because I ovulated late my period "due" date was actually not the same.  And wouldn't you know on day 14 of my luteal phase my not so friendly "friend" showed up right on time (of the "real" time).  Major bummer  :(

So back to the drawing board we go and I continue to try to chart out and make sense of the female body!

My First Pregnancy Test

(Days leading up to my very first pregnancy test)

I've been counting down the days to see if my monthly "friend" would visit me this month.  My cycle has been very consistent since stopping birth control.  I decided in advance to wait until the morning after I was 2 days late to take a pregnancy test, which would be Tuesday, March 11.  I consulted with my Sister, and freaked out with her when I really was 2 days late.  I could hardly sleep Sunday and Monday night, I was thinking so much about it!

(Morning of my very first pregnancy test)

I leapt out of bed (well not really since I had to move the dog from his slumber to allow me to get out of bed!) and ran to the bathroom.  I kept thinking I hope my "friend" didn't come.  My Sister had already texted me 20 minutes prior saying she couldn't sleep she was so anxious (and let me remind you that she is an hour ahead of us, so it was 5:00 am her time!).  I took the test and anxiously waited for the results... and waited... and waited.  "NOT PREGNANT" flashed across the screen.  My first reaction was "OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOO" because I thought for sure it would say "pregnant".  I texted my Sister the not good news and tried to hold it together.  All I wanted to do was crawl back in bed and ditch work for the day.  My Sister suggested re-testing in 2 days assuming I was still late.  She also shared some positive hope and said she knows someone who doesn't test positive until a week after her missed period.  I tried to not think about it too much until I could google more info!  Once I got to work I read from several forums that the pregnancy tests are different from person to person.  Sometimes, people know their pregnant days before their missed period, others not until days after their missed period.  I'm really hoping I'm in the latter and that I might actually be pregnant but the hormones aren't showing up yet.  Now to anxiously wait another 2 days, and going to the bathroom frequently!!

Tracking Your Ovulation Is Harder Than It Seems

For "most" people, you can track your ovulation by charting your temperature from day to day.  The norm is for your temperature to be lower prior to ovulation, then a spike down and then up for ovulation, and then an increase or high temperature during the rest of your luteal phase.

The first month of charting, I had this perfect example of the temperature differences, including a spike down the day prior to ovulation and a significant spike up on ovulation.  So I figured, hey this thing is easy, we got this, let's try next month.  Well here's where it goes wrong...

The second month of charting I did not have the sudden spike signaling ovulation.  I thought maybe I didn't ovulate because I was kind of stressing over "the perfect time" since Tyler really wanted to try for a boy.  Since I didn't think I ovulated, and wasn't able to track it, I pretty much hoped that month would be a fluke and we'd try the next month.

The third month of charting I also did not have the sudden spike signaling ovulation.  I had several spikes, but then the following days the temperature would decrease or increase.  I was getting really frustrated and took again to the internet to see what I could find out.  Apparently not all ladies get the sudden spike in temperature for ovulation, it can also be a gradual increase over the rest of your luteal phase.  Now this was starting to make sense, because that's what happened in month 2.  I also found out that you don't necessarily ovulate on the same day from month to month, something else I was predicting wrong.  Bottom line, each month can be completely different, from the day you ovulate to how your chart signifies ovulation... great, this may be harder than I think!  Since I didn't feel confident I could "pinpoint" the day of my ovulation, we decided on the other route -- try multiple times during my "fertile" window.  I believe I was able to pinpoint my ovulation after the fact, and we just hoped that our method worked this month.

First Blog Post EVER

Well, I've come into the 21st century and created a blog!  It seems like all the cool kids have done it, and I'm not gonna lie I've always wanted one.  I hope I can be as smart and witty like the other bloggers I read out there, and actually post about cool stuff that people will read.  Who knows if I'll get any followers (other than my Sisters, my Mom, my Sister-In-Law and my Mother-In-Law), but I'm going to give this blog thing a shot!

In an ideal world, we would be starting a family at a time that I could *gasp* quit my job and be a stay at home Mom/Avid Crafter/DIY woman!  But since we live where it is ridiculously expensive we cannot afford this little dream of mine.  I always thought I'd be able to stay home until my kiddos went to elementary school, and then I'd go back to work doing something part time.  But we've just realized if we were to wait until then we will run out of time.  The clock is a ticking!

So we started on this baby possibility journey like any engineer-mind would -- spreadsheets and planning!  Last year during our open healthcare enrollment we decided that we were definitely going to try for a baby in 2014.  So we put money aside in our Flexible Spending Account, and I created a spreadsheet with all of the possible options on timing, pricing, etc, because that's what I do.  If I can make a spreadsheet and determine the most financial way to do anything, then I feel accomplished.  Sometimes it's a sickness...

Both of our families have a lot of celebrations from May-September, so we are trying for a late Fall baby.  And Fall just happens to be my favorite time of year!  

I went ahead and consulted my Sister, Amanda, since she has had 2 babies of her own and I knew I could trust her to keep my secret!  She told me that after 7 months of trying and no baby, she started to do some research.  Apparently it is common to track your ovulation by taking your basal temperature each day.  She did this and was able to get pregnant right after, and then again used the same method to get pregnant with her next.  So off I went to buy a basal thermometer and away I went.

Note: There are some really cool phone apps out there that help you in tracking... really kinda takes this technique into the "new age"!  I first was just charting using what came with the thermometer until Amanda told me about the phone apps!